Message to the Parents! I love you!

Where do i begin? I could really begin any where. But my biggest message to you mom and dad is that i LOVE YOU. and yes i dont show it all the time and i admit its really hard for me because of the past. Parts you already know and parts i hide from everyone because its too hard to share it with anyone. sometimes i just hide the pain so much that enables you to see me as the most wrekless, angry and stubborn child and im so sorry about that. The truth is that i love you guys so much and i wish i could show that even more but because im in fear all the time of the same things happening to me as they did about 17 years ago i am enable to come and have that relationship with you  that should be between a parent and a daughter. And i am so sorry. Trust me when i tell you that i am working on it and trying to move past the one thing that keeps down in the dumps. And i know you're gona ask well how can we help? And there is a way you could. Prayer. Prayer is amazing because it will happen whether you will see it right away or not. I am so sorry. And i hope you can forgive me. I love you!