I am going to have to tell you the truth about some things. Writing have been my passion. The passion to write the truth. That is my passion. Truth is my passion. I really dont like to lie about life or anything. I am not saying that i dont lie because occasionally i do but a lot of the time i dont. Life has been hard for me and im not going to lie about it. I have been through some rough things that i would rather push down and hide then let other people who love me know them because it is a fear of finding out the things that i dont want them to.
I believe that this year it is time to get out of my comfort zone and start to heal from my wounds from the past. It is not gonna be easy and no one said it will be. People tell me that other people are taking the journey with me and that they love me so i am going to say that it is very encouraging. I think i can move on with this life. Go on to something better. Go on from the hurting. I am scared. Maybe i will always be but at least i can put an effort forward to move on to something better.
For to long i have pushed this pain. Too long i have endured and yet i have a feeling that i might want to hold onto it because that is what i know to be the truth which in the end came out to be lies. I want to find what is true. I want to know the truth. the truth which is found in the Bible. I cant tell what is true or not from what i have been told but I want to know the truth now. What if all i know and have been told by my biological parents is lies???? what if there is no truth in what they told me??????? Now there is a difference coming and i can feel it. I have people pointing me toward truth and for me that is amazing.
Lastly, I want to say that the truth is what i live for and nothing else. Truth i get from the Bible. Truth that points me toward Jesus. Therefore, I will follow Jesus for he has all the answers and all of the truths.
Wednesday, January 30, 2008
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
Jesus is Working In My Life
Do you ever feel down but dont know why??? Or even explain why???? I had this feeling couple days ago. Where nothing seemed right. where i felt bad about the smallest things. where i couldnt explain why i cant think clearly. where i wasnt even concentrating on anything. And you know the truth is that in the moment i forget what my life is all about. that i have a person who can conquer this feeling that often comes up in my life. His name is Jesus. Jesus does miracles no one expects. He does them when you dont even ask for it. Most importantly if you ever have this feeling go to Jesus above anything else because He is the one who can satisfy. A friend pointed me in that direction because i was feeling down. Jesus is the way to go. Jesus is there when no one else seemed to care. Jesus is a healer. Jesus will save.
Friday, January 4, 2008
Life is a Story
I was reading a book by John Eldredge called the Epic. It tells us that a life is a story. A story has three parts: 1. who we are
2. why we are here
3. what we are to do
This is what i only read but i know its true because i believe that our life is a story but i also know that the author of this story is good. the fact though is that there is a story we cant escape but also it is written on the human heart. And it is true..........
This is what i learned and actually i learn everyday, new things or old things learning is the same.
2. why we are here
3. what we are to do
This is what i only read but i know its true because i believe that our life is a story but i also know that the author of this story is good. the fact though is that there is a story we cant escape but also it is written on the human heart. And it is true..........
This is what i learned and actually i learn everyday, new things or old things learning is the same.
SOMETHING WAITING IN THE FUTURE FOR US TO DISCOVER!!!!!!!!
but only we can discover it on our own and nobody can do it for us so there is one thing we can do to discover what is waiting for us there and that is to take a journey that Jesus takes us on.
Thursday, January 3, 2008
James 3:17-18, 4:6,7,8; 5:13,15,16,19,20
"but the wisdom that comes from heaven is first of all pure; then peace-loving, considerate, submissive, full of mercy and good fruit, impartial and sincere. Peacemakers who sow in peace raise a harvest of righteousness."
I have to say that this verse made me think a lot. You just dont understand it at the first time you come across it and since it was the first time i have read it i was glad i did. Made me think about a lot of the time when people think they are wise but then use it for their own instead of what James says. I actually never thought about the wisdom from heaven although quite a few times asked myself what does wisdom looks like from heaven and now i dont even have to think about because it is stated here in the bible the word of God. This verse gave me this hope that you find nowhere else.
"But he gives us more grace. that is why Scripture says: God opposes the proud but gives grace to the humble. Submit yourself, then, to God. Resist the and he will flee from you. Come near to God and he will come near to you. Wash your hands, you sinners, and purify your hearts, you double- minded."
anytime your in trouble with this is what you have to do which is resist. and just like that it works. I know this from just experiencing different situations in my life when it comes dealing with my past. has put this hold on my past and oppresses me with it all the time but all i do is submit myself to Jesus and flees. This is the power of God.
"Is anyone of you in trouble? He should pray. Is anyoe happy? Let him sing songs of praise. and the prayer offered in faith will make the sick person well; the Lord will raise him If he has sinned, he will be forgiven. Therefore confess your sins to each other and pray for each other so that you may be healed. The prayer of a rihteous man is powerful and effective. My brothers if one of you should wander from the truth and someone should bring him back remember this:Whoever turns a sinner from the error of his way will save him from and cover over a multitude of sins."
I have to say that this verse made me think a lot. You just dont understand it at the first time you come across it and since it was the first time i have read it i was glad i did. Made me think about a lot of the time when people think they are wise but then use it for their own instead of what James says. I actually never thought about the wisdom from heaven although quite a few times asked myself what does wisdom looks like from heaven and now i dont even have to think about because it is stated here in the bible the word of God. This verse gave me this hope that you find nowhere else.
"But he gives us more grace. that is why Scripture says: God opposes the proud but gives grace to the humble. Submit yourself, then, to God. Resist the and he will flee from you. Come near to God and he will come near to you. Wash your hands, you sinners, and purify your hearts, you double- minded."
anytime your in trouble with this is what you have to do which is resist. and just like that it works. I know this from just experiencing different situations in my life when it comes dealing with my past. has put this hold on my past and oppresses me with it all the time but all i do is submit myself to Jesus and flees. This is the power of God.
"Is anyone of you in trouble? He should pray. Is anyoe happy? Let him sing songs of praise. and the prayer offered in faith will make the sick person well; the Lord will raise him If he has sinned, he will be forgiven. Therefore confess your sins to each other and pray for each other so that you may be healed. The prayer of a rihteous man is powerful and effective. My brothers if one of you should wander from the truth and someone should bring him back remember this:Whoever turns a sinner from the error of his way will save him from and cover over a multitude of sins."
Wednesday, January 2, 2008
Hillton Head South Carolina
So we are back to the place where we went last year with family and that is to Hillton Head. And although i miss suz and othniel and their kids and dorothy and sam and arden i have to admit it was still fun although im still here. cheley and shamgar came up for 3 days and their youngest kid Phoenius (hopefully i spelled it right) loved one word "no". so one day i was watching him and asking him what he wanted to do. so i said do you want to walk, do you want to play, do you want to run, and to all my questions he said "no" he said, so i asked him what he wanted to do and all he said was kiss and that is what he got. fun huh.....
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