A Revelation

You think something is impossible but the truth its possible in Jesus christ. I know that for a fact even though sometimes i dont think it is. I always felt that i will fail and all that but the truth was that i can do it because Jesus is with me and i know its true. i know that everything i going to be alright although most of the time i fear that things will pass that i dont want them to. Life though is experiencing jesus' love. Jesus is a loving person and he will never stop loving you because it is the reason He came. I love Jesus and no one will ever change that at all. you have to believe and have faith in Jesus because it is the way things are. Jesus will change you and that is also a fact. Jesus' love never stops. that is why Jesus is the only person i will have faith in.

My LIfe

Today i felt like i was falling apart, like there was nothing left but the more i thought about that the more i realized that i wasnt alone either way whether it was with or Jesus. Then i remembered that i was with the most amazing person on earth and that is Jesus so as the day went on i remembered Jesus and i saw Him as a light. I stick to the truth now and no one can change that for me i chose the truth and that is what i am sticking with. Jesus is the truth the way and the life.

I was thinking though and i came to this that Jesus is my life and if it wasnt for Him i wouldnt even be here. I always remember what Jesus did for me and it was not because of who i am but it is because of who he is. I love Jesus more than anything in this life.

JESUS MY SAVIOUR AND FRIEND

I lived in fear for 17 long years but now i have Jesus and it is not because i found Him it is because He found me. He is my Saviour and Friend forever. There is not one day where i think that i can go on without reading the Bible the best book there is. My life was never easy but today i remember what Jesus has done for me the restoration, the healing that i will always remember. People always say life is miserable and that i shouldnt be happy but i look them in the eye and say life is happy if you have Jesus in your life for He has done for you more than you think, He has died for me and you, He has taken the shame that didnt even belonged to Him He restored us. I love Jesus with all my heart and mind and i know that there is no other like Jesus.

I am not ashamed of the gospel and i am not ashamed to tell the truth to people who dont even know. I remember what Jesus did for me and i pray for those who dont have Jesus. I remember that Jesus has all the authority over everything on this earth, even the s tremble when they hear Jesus. wants to destroy you that is his plan but Jesus' plan is to restore and heal you and save you. the Dark side is not where you want to be, Jesus offers you the Light for He is the Light of the world. I remember that. I believe in Jesus and no one can change that no one can tear me away from Jesus no one. People have tried but with Jesus in my life it was impossible for them to tear me away from Jesus. They think that there was no Jesus but i say that the truth is there is. Jesus is my Lord. Once vengence was the key but today Jesus is the key. Jesus gives me life and i want to worship Jesus all the time, i cant stop singing about him and i cant stop worshipping my Lord. I love to read his word. i love the truth.

What If

I had always wondered if you're life was different than you experienced would you be totaly different or are you going to be the same person as you are now. What if one thing was changed in your past would it make you a hater or would be just the same. People always have told me that crying makes you weak but does it??? What if a person dies and you cry does that make you weak??? But what if you're not strong to admit that we are all weak in our own ways??? Ever thought of that. Are some things in life inacceptable to do or is it that everything is good??? What if there no if?? The truth is that i have been fighting the enemy and it is never easy for me. I get to the point where i am asking these what if questions but i also ask the question of who to trut. If there is no other person you can trust at least trust Jesus for he can do more than anyone on this earth. Defiance is not a good thing either, yes sometimes people do let you down but dont that emotion control you, make you hate the person rather bless that person love them as Christ showed love towards you when he died for you on the cross. Know that i defied God when i hated the country i am in, i had hatred towards my adoptive parents, and on and on but God did forgive me and that is so important for me to know that God did forgive and that i am free. It is Jesus that i can never forget.

What is Life all About????

So i was watching a movie called V for Vendetta and a quote got stuck in my head because it was really poetic. It goes like this:
"Remember, remember the 5th of November of powder treason and plot. I know not of reason why the powder treason should ever be forgot. But what of the man? i know his name was Guy Forkes (i doubt i spelled the name right) and i know in 1605 he attempted to destroy the parliament. But who was he really what was he like. ...." The point of me writing about the movie is that it is a big contrast to our Christian life and its technically not to tell you yeah its a good movie go and watch it.

In this story you find out that a certain person was hurt physically so much that to him the only verdict was vengence. And as i looked at that i see that i was to hurt physically some what at least but for me i found someone more interesting than follow my heart in vengence instead i got healed. And as i was watching this movie i kept saying "man you need Jesus in your life" and when watching the movie you feel sorry for the character but at the same time you feel angry at him because of what he is doing. I felt this pitifulness while watching the movie but then i remember that unlike this character who called himself V i didnt need to punish those who have done wrong because in my heart i know that it is not my job. I know that i can be healed because of what Jesus did for me. This movie shows a perspective of people who do not know Jesus and that they dont have to kill people for what those people did to them but forgive them and dont be living in anger but instead in peace. You will feel so much better if only you will live in peace that is only found in Jesus Christ.

Why fear when we have Jesus

If i had a chance to say something about anything i wish i would say that a lot of people in this world are afraid. I am afraid of something all the time. But maybe it is time to put away the fear for good. Most people do not realize that there is a Saviour that is always willing to save. I open my eyes and see that Jesus is the only one who can save me from my fears. No human being can because they are not powerful enough but you know what Jesus is. I hate being afraid but im afraid all the time i wish i was strong but i dont see myself as strong but the truth is that i dont have to fear any more because i found one that even the fears and it is Jesus.

There are times when i couldnt face and say to Jesus that i am afraid that this will happen or something like that but He saved me when i didnt asked Jesus saves you and me everyday even though no one pays attention to that. At one point you feel all tense up ready to give an angry argument but when Jesus comes in and takes that you no longer feel like you are going to explode it is at that point that you have hope that you dont fear anything but God himself. YOu feel calm and whenever someone challenges you about anything you know you are going to be alright. Most people do not understand that God can save you and will save but i know it is true because i have seen it done in my own life that is why i am documenting this, not because this is some made up story because it not. this story is a true story based on actual events that happened to me. Why live in fear? Why deny the truth that there is someone who can save you?? Why??? For seventeen years i did that, i was rejected so i rejected the Saviour. I know now the truth about it and i cannot imagine living in fear for the rest of my life. Fear creates distrust. i was afraid of people so i told a lot of people that the only person i trust is myself. this resulted in relationships breaking. But why should i have distrust in my life when i know i can have peace.

Peace is an amazing thing more than anything you can imagined. it gives no room to fear. you know your save. most importantly this peace comes from Jesus that enables you to worship Him with all your heart, being happy about life, love, spread word about him, not being afraid, i can go on and on with this list but in Jesus you will find the ultimate happiness.

Pictures

Is Horror Movies Good???

These days you see movie producers make lots of horror movies and a lot of teenagers go to see them. But are they really that good for you to see??? Do they affect you later on???? The Bible says "cling to what is good and hate what is evil". And you know what horror movies do affect you later on, for one you might not even realize that but they do. If you even watch one horror movie you are always going to want more and more of it and in progress of doing it you actually are giving room for the spirit of fear to come in into your life. Here is an example, I had bought and watched the movie called Grudge but now i regret watching it because the movie was so scary that ever since i had watched i see the scenes from it today and i remember them but it is the last thing i want to remember as i walk with Jesus. I have only been with Jesus for 8 months but i realize that ever since i was little i had watched horror movies and now they affect me because the spirit of fear have been building a stronghold of fear on my life. That is the last thing you want to have a stronghold of fear on your life because i found myself being angry at everyone during the day and afraid during the night.

You want a place of peace in Jesus Christ. You want a life of peace and that peace is not found in watching horror movies or anything like that, but it is found by trusting Jesus. Well, some might ask don't you miss watching those exciting thrillers??? the question is no way. I don't want anything to do with horror movies, what i want is a life with Jesus Christ. You see through Him i have peace. Through Him i have Joy. Yet, it is not a simple thing because can fight you at any minute but one thing i cannot take my mind off is that through Jesus Christ i have a victory, that i am a conqueror. Jesus brings you into the light where there is no darkness but horror movies bring you into the darkness where fear takes hold of you and gets stronger each time you watch a horror movies. Horror movies is not good for your soul, and some think it is great to get scared but the truth is not all. Whether it is a movie or not fear is not something you want to be control ed by. I just want to encourage you to not watch horror movie one day and i guarantee you that you are going to feel different than if you are and sometimes it takes more than once to see the change in your heart but you will feel the difference. I have seen that done through me and for me i had to not watch horror movies for at least a week to see a change, and before 8 months ago i watched horror movies all the time but that changed because i was challenged not to watch horror movies for one week and i saw the change and now i am getting restored for watching horror movies because the fear took a hold of me and it is not easy to live under fear actually it is terrible to live under fear.

I trust Jesus and no one else. There is no reason for me to watch horror movies and be scared when i have Jesus in my heart.

Jesus Took Me on a Journey

Satan, has controlled me since my childhood, i was having enough of it. The past was haunting me because i was controlled by it. Satan used my biological father to establish that. I knew something better than this controlling life is out there but for me to even think about that was pointless. I was stuck in the past. I was ruled by the past. I was controlled by the past. I was angry at the past. For 17 years i went on living but controlled by the past. No way out of it for me i thought. For long 17 years i was angry during the day and fearful during the night. My question is why live like that when Jesus is there. I knew Jesus was there. I knew that Jesus saves. I even knew that Jesus is victorious and is stronger than Satan. But the past haunted me and i was afraid of letting it go because i believed in a lie but now i know i dont have to listen to it any more, i dont have to do what it says and i dont even have debate with it because i have Jesus and that is all that matters. Being stuck in this position i tried to find a way out but on your own you cant and after not finding a way out i realized that i was doing it on my own and i couldnt find the way because i cant. Anger and fear is not a way to live a life. All i want is to live a life pleasing to Jesus Christ. But fear and anger was keeping me from doing that.

I am happy to tell you that although i was a wreck living in fear and anger Jesus saves. Jesus is stronger than Satan or his demons. I realize that now more than any other day of my life and that was because i saw the power of God. I saw Him save me from my fear and anger. I hear Him as a gentle voice talking to me, guiding me in everything i do, protecting me from the enemy. Jesus does restores. Jesus does saves. Jesus does protects. Jesus does love. I cannot forget that. And no one in the world can change my mind otherwise. they can try all they want but i believe in the truth. I believe in Jesus. I believe that we are conquerors through Jesus Christ. Jesus is my Saviour. Days over days i see Him do miracles that no man can do. Jesus is my Life. Jesus is the person i want to praise all the days of my life.

Washington D.C.

me looking at a small animal.

I will update this little bit later. I went to Washington dc with my class for a field trip and we had a lot of fun, hence the laughing pictures.

Fear

I always ask myself "why do i fear when i know that Jesus is victorious?" I have never been able to answer that question because i dont even know how to answer it for one. I have to say throughout my life i have been pretty afraid of a lot of things but one in particular is Satan and to me he comes in different ways, he pretends to be someone that is not here, he lies to me about life and Jesus and he is a liar and i hate him. This week i did have fear because i know that i am about to fight a big battle against it and i think it knows that and it is scared so it is going to get me scared but you know i have friends that back me up and i am so thankful for them. They are a blessing. For the last couple days i have been down and looking down on myself but as i am reading "the Journey of Desire" I realize that my desire is to love Jesus more than anything. I love Him and i constantly want more of Him everyday. Imagine, Jesus protecting you every single day, minute and second of your life. I believe it because He protected me before i knew Him, He was there in my suffering. He was there when no one loved me. He was there when i was alone. He was there where i thought everything is about to go down. He was there when no one else was.

Smudge

Smudge is my little kitten although she is growing day by day. I love her so much. And she makes me laugh a lot because she plays with almost anything in the house. She today tried to get in the box all by herself in which case she needed help to either get in or get out but she will not stop trying when no one was paying attention. She amazes me with what she can do. All i can say right now is that i am thankful for this kitten but more importantly i am thankful that Jesus is my king, lord, saviour, redeemer and friend.

One of my favorite songs of all time is Jesus, What a Friend for Sinners:

Jesus! what a Friend for sinners!Jesus!

Lover of my soul;Friends may fail me,

foes assail me,He, my Savior, makes me whole.

Refrain

Hallelujah! what a Savior!Hallelujah!

what a Friend!Saving, helping, keeping,

loving,He is with me to the end.

Jesus! what a Strength in weakness!Let

me hide myself in Him.Tempted, tried, and

sometimes failing,He, my Strength, my victory wins.

Refrain

Jesus! what a Help in sorrow!While the

billows over me roll,Even when my heart is

breaking,He, my Comfort, helps my soul.

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Jesus! what a Guide and Keeper!While the

tempest still is high,Storms about me, night overtakes

me,He, my Pilot, hears my cry.

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Jesus! I do now receive Him,[or Jesus! I do now adore Him,]

More than all in Him I find.He hath granted me forgiveness,I am

His, and He is mine.

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This song is in my heart. It makes me appreciate Jesus so much more when i think about the words of this song. He is my keeper and guide and i know that is true because i have seen Jesus guide me through very hard times.

Life is a complicated thought to process. It could be that life is sweet and good on the outside but on the inside it could be just the reverse where the enemy, prowls around like a lion looking for some way to direct you away from the truth. I have seen that done over and over to me but over the last couple days, the enemy has been really angry at me but you know what it doesnt matter what the enemy says to me or even makes me feel because my trust lays with the Lord who is my King, saviour, redeemer, ect. And for the last couple days what the enemy has been trying to do to me was giving me physical pain but i know that it was an old trick of his and every time he would do that i would say "oh i dont think so Satan, i belong to Jesus and you cant harm me" It leaves but comes back trying to scare me but it cant because i dont fall for it. It says "im gonna kill" but that is not a big surprise so i tell it to shut up in Jesus name. What i believe is that Jesus is here to save me everyday and i believe that He is going to do it everytime. Jesus is here and i believe that He is here to save. No matter how hard my situation is my trust will be in Jesus and no one else.

I love telling people how God has worked in my life even through hardships that i went through. Today, i went to Five and Below and i have a little cold right now but anyways, I went to the store to get some little things and as i was checking out a guy there said that he was experiencing a cold too and i told him i was to. Then he was like then why are you smiling when you have a cold, and i just told him no matter how sick i am whether it is big or small, no matter what hardship i am facing i know that Jesus is there beside me loving me and never stopping caring for me. He said "really". It made me happy to know that i was showing someone that even in the middle of sickness you can rely on Jesus and be happy. Family for me is everything now. It used to be that i hated parents and siblings but now i love family and one thing i have to say, i couldnt love my family on my own Jesus helped me to see that i can love the family i have now. I used to think that the adoptive family is just like my abusive family but not anymore and i am thankful that Jesus saves and restores. He is Lord and i am thankful that He died for me. Day by day i see different ways that Jesus works in my life. It just amazes me.

What Jesus has Done and is Still Doing

LIFE, some people view it as i could do whatever I want and get as much stuff as i want on this earth while I live and there is no God. Others might believe that there is a God but when in some dire need they go to men who could do nothing. Others believe that Jesus saves, gives freedom, salvation, redemption and so much more. My view of LIFE is that the only person i live for is Jesus Christ, for i believe that Jesus saved me and constantly does. Jesus is the most amazing person you will ever know and the love He gives you is more amazing. So many times i have made mistakes and done something wrong but Jesus never forsaked me or forgotten me. He was always there for me no matter what the situation was or is. Even if you have a terrible situation and think you cant get out of it that you are stuck forever, this kind of thinking is not true because so many times i have been there and so many times i have been told that Jesus wins and He saves and so many times i felt the love of Jesus and i can say confidently that Jesus is the only person who is perfect, loves you no matter what and is always willing to save. If Jesus was able to save me from the abuse of my own father, for letting me live when i would have been killed by my own father then i tell you that even you who might not be struggling in the same situation as i was, Jesus still saves. Jesus will see that you are in need of help and sometimes when you are so down and trying desperately to get out He will save you even when you do not ask. I had been trapped under Satan's power for 17 years and 2 months to be exact and Jesus had a plan for me, He took the pain i was experiencing and drove me to Him because He knew that was probably the way to get me to Him. And you know it worked because after those terrible years of horror i got saved on February, 2007 and Jesus little by little is restoring me to my happy self, to the person He created me and i know that sometimes i just go down under Satan, but Jesus always helps and protects. For as long as i can remember my nights have been horrible where every night i just get couple hours of sleep because i wake every hour. But Jesus saw this happening and started talking to me and i started talking to Him. I remember His gentle and kind words. He is my Lord and King. He has done a lot for me.

Anyone can try to separate me from the love of Jesus Christ, but i am convinced that no one can separate me from Christ because i believe what is written in Rommans ch. 8:37-39. I believe the truth and the truth is right here in the Bible.

37No, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him who loved us. 38For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons,[m] neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, 39neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord.

I am thankful that Christ saved me and i am thankful that He is my Lord. And i am thankful for many other things that i can list on and on and the truth is that Jesus knows what i am thankful for. For me the Bible, sometimes is the only book i would read all day. Yes people challenge me and say "you dont read the Bible everyday" but the truth is i do and Jesus knows that and the people who say werent with me when i read and sometimes i would say "yes i do" but i found that to be hopeless because the keep saying the same thing over and over again. So i usually dont pay attention to that kind of thing. Not only people challenge me but also the demons and Satan and they do it 24/7 but this is what i say to them "Jesus Christ is my Lord. Go away in Jesus name." And you know what they do? Simple answer leave because Jesus is above them and they are below. I fight them everyday and they try very hard might i say to make me fall for their lies but i am growing tired of their lies and i start to keep turning away from their lies, and they are getting angrier and angrier but every minute has gone. I fight them. What they want me to do is turn back to them and what they do is they bring painful memories, and make everything much more diffucult for me but you know what i see Jesus holding me in the midst of that. Jesus is always holding and never letting go. If you have a need of any kind i want to challenge you to go to Jesus and ask His help because He is right there waiting for you because with all His heart He wants to help you and will help you for He loves you.

God is Good

I know that God knows what we need before we even ask. He is amazing. He has done some amazing things in my life. And when a miracle happens in my life I cant be quiet because i dont think it supposed to be a secret. I want people know what God does in my life. Yesterday, my finger was jammed from the day before. Today, i played only because i talked to God asking Him what i should do about the problem i was having. I didnt want to put the team down so yesterday, i told the team that i probably couldnt play neither todays game nor Fridays, but as i went home in tears because i love soccer and i love playing it because i do it for God's glory. God saw me in tears, He with His mighty power healed me completely that i was able to play in todays game but not only that He also kept me from getting injured in todays game and now i am pumped to play for Him tomorrow. Some people say prayer doesnt help them but prayer is everything to me. It is amazing what Jesus does for me that i have to share it everytime something else happens. It is a miracle.

Major Breakthrough

For the last couple days i have been doing a study on the word "FATHER". It has opened my eyes to a whole new world. It has given me courage to see that Satan is small compared to God the Father who is full of knowledge. I love doing this study because I actually haven't finished just yet but I'm getting there. But after finishing the study I'm going to pray and Satan will be angry but that doesn't matter because my focus on Jesus Christ alone. I love Jesus so much but I have to admit that sometimes the voices in my head get in the way of the truth but right now my main focus is on Jesus!! The voices can only be gone through Jesus.

A Miracle

It was the day of a soccer game, i have been frustrated by school because i took a quiz and knew that i didnt understand and i failed the quiz. I walked out on the field full of rage, anger, frustration and a lot more. By half time i was still the same as i walked out on the field. In the second half after 10 minutes i felt all of frustration, anger, rage, ect., has been taken away and no one could do that by my Lord Jesus Christ. That day i have been the happiest person or at least it felt that way and i couldnt stop calling people and let people know what happened. It was just amazing. Jesus took away my anger, rage, frustration, ect. and gave me happiness instead. This is what i call a miracle. No one probably saw it but i did and i tell that Jesus can save you from your frustration, anger, rage, ect., even when you do not ask him to.

Testimony

I was born in November 4th, 1989 in Russia. My parents were both alcoholics. They didn't really care about kids and from the very beginning they showed me the world of abuse. By age 2, i was used as a toy at whom people laughed because a small child was a afraid of and her own parents. My own father used me as an entertainment to cut me with a knife and laugh at it. What i saw was over six years. Not did only i started to believe things like that there is no such thing as love, that anger, rage and getting back at someone is good. For six years i lived in fear of men and who i can trust. My parents hated me when i done nothing wrong. They used me to blame when something went wrong. This hatred ruined our relationship. At age 6, i got put into an orphanage in which i was safer, i had shelter and food. I stayed in the orphanage till the age of 11. Although being safe was good, i did not trust anybody. I started to hate myself. I cut myself and no one really cared. At age 11, on May 2001 i got adopted and i had go to court and say i want to be adopted and i said "yes" because i knew my brother Andrei needed someone who would love him and care for him. I got to America full of hatred and Glenn and Connie really didnt understand me and neither did i understand them. 2 years later, i went to do a prayer where you could be a Christian and take communion. But the fact was i really didnt care what that meant i just wanted to be cool like everyone else and call myself a Christian it was not till February of 2007 did i get saved for real where Jesus became my Lord, God and Friend. Even though the first 6 years was a to me Jesus had a plan for me to rescue me. And He did. In July 2007, i went to tacoma washington and had a lot of breakthrough. Jesus saved me through my darkest nightmares. Now i am crazy for Jesus because of what He had done for me. And nothing is going to separate me from Jesus.

Erie, cont.

On Friday, 14th of September, 2007 the varsity girls soccer team faced Grace Brethren. We had lost to Grace Brethren last year. The game was tense. By half time Phil-Mont was down 0-1. In the second half Phil-Mont came back so the score is now 3-1, but by some mistake we as a team made in the game the other team made another goal so the final score 3-2 Phil-Mont. The coach from the other team told us that Grace Brethren havent been beaten in this tournament in four years and it was surprising to us. On Saturday we were to play Cornerstone Christian School, so we as a team went to watch them. Then we went out for dinner as a team and had fun that week. But we didnt win the championship but there is always next year.

Erie

I am away on a tournament for soccer at Erie Pennsylvania. Last night we got to the place at 1 am in the morning and today we played our first game at 1pm and we won.The score was 5-1. Tomorrow we play the team that we lost to last year. It should be a great game. And whether we win or lose i am playing for the glory of God. Jesus is my Lord and i only play for him. i am not playing for getting praise from others but so that i can bring glory to God in all that i do. I will update this thing when we play another game but for right now i am happy that we won and that no one got injured but i will praise God for giving me the opportunity to show my ability and not to boast about it but to give glory to Jesus.

Jesus is in My Life

My life is about living for Jesus Christ who is Lord over all. .For me it does not matter if people look down on me because I know that even when people look down on me i will always have Jesus with me at all times. He is my Lover. He is my Life. At school, we have chapel every Tuesday and someone groaned, and this is a Christian school but i said that we should be happy to go to chapel and hear the word of God and sing praises to Him. I love Jesus and that will never change, I believe he is here with me at all times and he is willing to restore us every minute of our life. Jesus is my God, Lord and Friend. He saved someone like me who from the beginning was a sinner and now Jesus saved me and i value that.

Quote

I am currently reading the book called "Good News About Injustice" and i found this quote "And while the kingdom of God will be complete only in the coming of Christ, today our great joy and privilege is to work as colaborers with the Creator in extending his kingdom over one more life, one more family, one more neighborhood, one more community. The people of God will find in Christ the compassion and courage to engage the call to justice, for we know God promises that we who do not "become weary in doing good... will reap a harvest if we do not give up" (Galations 6:9)

Essential Questions in Bible Class

In my Bible class we are studying the Christian Doctrine and systematic theology. And for the first unit there are six questions that we will be looking at.
1. Why is the Bible so important???
2. What are some various methods for studying the Bible????
3. What is Christian doctrine (systematic theology)?????
4. What are the traditional divisions of systematic theology???
5. What is the connection between doctrine and life????
6. Why is it necessary to "do" Scripture as well as listen to it???
these are the questions I will be looking at as i am studying the christian doctrine.

Nathaniel's Wedding

My cousin Nathaniel got married to Ana Baptista. The wedding was a lot of fun and everyone enjoyed themselves.

Erdemheim Farm

On the weekend of labor day some of my family came to Pennsylvania for my cousin Nathaniel's wedding. A day before we went to the farm for fun and to show Elisabeth who is 3 years old some farm animals like horses, pig (which was the ugliest pig ever, who was also 14 years old.) sheep and chickens. Henry, who was 5 months didnt like the sound the sheep made. Other than that we had a lot of fun visiting each other and touring this farm.

Shelby's New Hairstyle

Shelby decided to go for a new look before school started and actually it already has but this is what it looks like. After she had her hair done she just wanted to take pictures so she and i took a lot of pictures with my camera and i finally have a chance to put them on. We had a lot of fun taking the pictures, and making crazy faces at each other. Even my own brother who hates pictures let us take a shot of three of us.

Jesus Saves

Ever think that you are lost and cant find a way back??? Ever feel in deep pain and not knowing who you can trust??? Ever feel like every person will discourage you??? Does life has to be like this?? My answer to you is no. No you dont have to feel lost, in pain or even discouraged in any way because Jesus who Lord of all will save you from every trouble you are in whether it is big or small. I have only been a Christian for about 7 months almost 8 and i often find myself in a place of confusion but that is only because i had wondered from the Lord Jesus Christ and started to listen to the s and but my cousin Suzanna says what i need at this point is a reality check. And that is when someone is actually straight with you but telling you nothing but the truth, yes it can be hard to hear what the truth is actually is but the fact is i needed to hear it and it helped me a lot, it helped me to rise up and say yes it was my sin to even listen to the enemy but now i can choose the Lord Jesus Christ who loves and who always will. Jesus will always save those who come to him, not only me but you also. His love will never run out. I know that for a fact. And another fact is that i always love Jesus and wants to destroy that and will constantly lie but the choice is simple light or darkness and i choose the light and that light is found in Jesus Christ.

Jesus is My Lord

Jesus is amazing, He saves me from the most terrible pain. When think it is impossible or the tells me it is impossible for Jesus to save me, Jesus turns around and shows his most incredible power through other people and the fact is that the spirits and s that work for the father of lies scream and run because they already know that Jesus has authority over all things and through the past seven months Jesus has shown himself to me in so many different ways. I remember when i first prayed with Suzanna that it took me 15 minutes at least to say Jesus' name and now i cannot stop talking about the good Jesus has done to me. Without Jesus i would be nothing. I am in a spiritual battle for life but i know that Jesus will always win and when the enemy attacks me i just have to trust Jesus. Jesus has a purpose for me and it will be done to his glory. My life is about giving glory to the one who saved my soul forever and it began seven months ago and it is a journey of a lifetime.

My summer travels always take me to Houston, Texas but this year i also had a chance to go to Tacoma, Washington. In Texas i mainly watch the kids and be a mother's helper to my cousins. I never expected my life to be different but it turned out to be something extrodinary and different. And Jesus Christ is amazing and wonderful and i love to talk about Him all the time. In texas i help out. In Tacoma though i went to a conference and stayed with my cousins there and I had a lot of breakthrough and a lot of prayer and i came a new person, the person Jesus really created me to be. Now i am worshipping Jesus Christ and my brother doesnt understand what it really means. But i know that one day he will. Jesus has done so many great things for me and i love him with all my heart.