Fight Till You Win

My life is a chaos or at least it used to be! The truth is that im leaving the past life behind me where it belongs. I am tired of waking up everyday and going through the motions of what people expect of me and then deep down struggling with the past itself and maybe it wont ever go away but i have a great God to rely on! Why should i have to carry what my dad did? Why should i have to live in that bondage? My dad lied to me over and over again. But no more! I will not be giving this to Satan to use for his own because Satan would love me to be stuck in the past and live in it. but enough is enough. There is purpose in life but Satan uses my past to keep me from living the purpose of my life. What does God say who i am?

1. Proclaimer of Truth

2.  Compassion

3. Ability for Order

4. Heart of Worship

5. Gift of Mercy

6. Intercession

7. Generous Giftgiver

8. Peacemaker

9. Prayer warrior

10. Dancer

Why should i let Satan take that away by a past that was long time ago? I didnt make the choices of abuse my dad did and he took everything away from me. Choices. But Jesus gave that back to me. He loved me more than my dad would ever love me or care for me. I realized that i have to give my dad to the Lord and let God handle my dad and not me trying to protect him from something that he actually dilebaretely did. Whether he meant it or not is out of question now. He made me believe that it was my fault but that is coming from Satan who is the "FATHER OF LIES" but i know the truth and the truth rings in my ears like no other that Jesus is stronger than Satan or anyone else. Satan wants to steal the joy but you know what i will fight him for that because im not making the same mistake again and with Jesus at my side i dont have to. 

So where do u find the truth? answer is easy the BIBLE!!!!!!!