Jesus Took Me on a Journey

Satan, has controlled me since my childhood, i was having enough of it. The past was haunting me because i was controlled by it. Satan used my biological father to establish that. I knew something better than this controlling life is out there but for me to even think about that was pointless. I was stuck in the past. I was ruled by the past. I was controlled by the past. I was angry at the past. For 17 years i went on living but controlled by the past. No way out of it for me i thought. For long 17 years i was angry during the day and fearful during the night. My question is why live like that when Jesus is there. I knew Jesus was there. I knew that Jesus saves. I even knew that Jesus is victorious and is stronger than Satan. But the past haunted me and i was afraid of letting it go because i believed in a lie but now i know i dont have to listen to it any more, i dont have to do what it says and i dont even have debate with it because i have Jesus and that is all that matters. Being stuck in this position i tried to find a way out but on your own you cant and after not finding a way out i realized that i was doing it on my own and i couldnt find the way because i cant. Anger and fear is not a way to live a life. All i want is to live a life pleasing to Jesus Christ. But fear and anger was keeping me from doing that.

I am happy to tell you that although i was a wreck living in fear and anger Jesus saves. Jesus is stronger than Satan or his demons. I realize that now more than any other day of my life and that was because i saw the power of God. I saw Him save me from my fear and anger. I hear Him as a gentle voice talking to me, guiding me in everything i do, protecting me from the enemy. Jesus does restores. Jesus does saves. Jesus does protects. Jesus does love. I cannot forget that. And no one in the world can change my mind otherwise. they can try all they want but i believe in the truth. I believe in Jesus. I believe that we are conquerors through Jesus Christ. Jesus is my Saviour. Days over days i see Him do miracles that no man can do. Jesus is my Life. Jesus is the person i want to praise all the days of my life.