What people try to hide so much is often found out one way or another? So how come is it so hard for my legal guardians to tell me the truth of why the heck they adopted me? Why? What is the real reason and purpose behind it all? They can't hide it forever and i will find out one way or another. They yell at me for hiding the truth from them yet it makes it ok for them not to tell the truth. Now what kind of psychology is that. Every human fiber of me is aching and has been for almost seven years now. So all the 'i love you' must never been real.... and maybe they are as worse as my biological parents they pretty much did same things as my biological parents let see... verbal abuse oh my plenty of tht, physical abuse---well i might not call it tht but they did get physical with me and my brother oh and emotional abuse that is what they are good at. They called my biological parents bad parents but they are not better and not even close. To escape their lies they emerse themselves in religious crap and not that im saying religion isnt good but im not even sure if they actually believe for if they did they would not act like they do. Pretending is something they are really good at. They put on a mask on and pretend like they are good but reality is they are bad and there is no way around tht. Should i go on? Hell yes! I can go into details but they will never want that information exposed. And i couldn't till now. And until i get answers from them for the adoption question especially im gona be posting things online till i get those answers. Starting today!
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let see what they say. I will give it till 8pm tonight after that i am posting another.
Why do you think that your adopted parents don't love you?
I think they have experienced God's love... and take to heart the fact that God has adopted all of us as His children. I think that Uncle Glen and Aunt Connie adopted you to share that love with you.
I never realized how upset and angry you are, and I apologize that I didn't do a better job of sharing God's love with you too.
Hey anya i don't know if you remember me, I am one your second cousin, amy. Anyway, I just wanted to let you know that connie and glen definitely love you and they will always love you no matter what. I know its hard to get yelled at sometimes but thats what parents do. They are there to guide you and instruct you. Its really important to have them in your life. Although I don't know what actually went on in your home I do know that connie and glen are two of the most wonderful people on this earth. I hope one day you see this. And just know if you ever go back to them they will always have open arms and they will always show you love and accept you. My prayers are with you through this difficult time. And if nothing else I hope you find God during your time alone or else there isn't much hope in this life. As i said before my prayers are with you and I truly hope the best for you. Just remember you ARE loved!
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