Thursday, July 9, 2009

Revelation

Im on fire for JESUS. How much more can i say? I love JESUS more than i could put down in words. The past year has been rough but JESUS by being his POWERFUL and MIGHTY self has healed me in a way most people would have thought it was impossible. My heart feels peace.... And the past well its in the past. JESUS' power is amazing and i dont have words for it. I just don't. So i woke up in the morning knowing that during the night the Lord clearly said "Be in my WORD!!!!" So i woke up in peace and it just hit me "yes i need to be in the WORD" and then i remembered that while at Fascinate 2009 i had bought a book called The New Rebellion Handbook with resources there. So i looked up and saw the website i needed to use. So i went on the website and just started to read the WORD OF GOD. Read. Read and Read. And i was just filled with that peace that long had been gone.

Psalm 7

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1 O LORD my God, I take refuge in you;
save and deliver me from all who pursue me,

2 or they will tear me like a lion
and rip me to pieces with no one to rescue me.

3 O LORD my God, if I have done this
and there is guilt on my hands-

4 if I have done evil to him who is at peace with me
or without cause have robbed my foe-

5 then let my enemy pursue and overtake me;
let him trample my life to the ground
and make me sleep in the dust.
Selah

6 Arise, O LORD, in your anger;
rise up against the rage of my enemies.
Awake, my God; decree justice.

7 Let the assembled peoples gather around you.
Rule over them from on high;

8 let the LORD judge the peoples.
Judge me, O LORD, according to my righteousness,
according to my integrity, O Most High.

9 O righteous God,
who searches minds and hearts,
bring to an end the violence of the wicked
and make the righteous secure.

10 My shield b]" style="font-size: 0.75em; line-height: 0.5em; ">[b] is God Most High,
who saves the upright in heart.

11 God is a righteous judge,
a God who expresses his wrath every day.

12 If he does not relent,
he c]" style="font-size: 0.75em; line-height: 0.5em; ">[c] will sharpen his sword;
he will bend and string his bow.

13 He has prepared his deadly weapons;
he makes ready his flaming arrows.

14 He who is pregnant with evil
and conceives trouble gives birth to disillusionment.

15 He who digs a hole and scoops it out
falls into the pit he has made.

16 The trouble he causes recoils on himself;
his violence comes down on his own head.

17 I will give thanks to the LORD because of his righteousness
and will sing praise to the name of the LORD Most High.


And throughout the day i went back to the same four passages i read in the morning. Before i wasnt able to give God even a minute of my time like God didnt matter at all but since the conference He has changed me to a point where no one else would understand because they have to experience the change in order to really understand. And im not saying that im perfect im just dwelling more in the WORD and spending more time with JESUS.... The only person who is perfect is JESUS.

Love of JESUS is so GREAT! Sometimes that is the ONLY thing that gets me through the day. And you realize that YOU CANT MAKE IT ON YOUR OWN. We live and go on with our life yet JESUS is constantly on the pursuit of you.