I am going to have to tell you the truth about some things. Writing have been my passion. The passion to write the truth. That is my passion. Truth is my passion. I really dont like to lie about life or anything. I am not saying that i dont lie because occasionally i do but a lot of the time i dont. Life has been hard for me and im not going to lie about it. I have been through some rough things that i would rather push down and hide then let other people who love me know them because it is a fear of finding out the things that i dont want them to.
I believe that this year it is time to get out of my comfort zone and start to heal from my wounds from the past. It is not gonna be easy and no one said it will be. People tell me that other people are taking the journey with me and that they love me so i am going to say that it is very encouraging. I think i can move on with this life. Go on to something better. Go on from the hurting. I am scared. Maybe i will always be but at least i can put an effort forward to move on to something better.
For to long i have pushed this pain. Too long i have endured and yet i have a feeling that i might want to hold onto it because that is what i know to be the truth which in the end came out to be lies. I want to find what is true. I want to know the truth. the truth which is found in the Bible. I cant tell what is true or not from what i have been told but I want to know the truth now. What if all i know and have been told by my biological parents is lies???? what if there is no truth in what they told me??????? Now there is a difference coming and i can feel it. I have people pointing me toward truth and for me that is amazing.
Lastly, I want to say that the truth is what i live for and nothing else. Truth i get from the Bible. Truth that points me toward Jesus. Therefore, I will follow Jesus for he has all the answers and all of the truths.
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